Friday, April 28, 2006
Thursday, April 27, 2006
Just one more...
this is a "we're slightly hungover, sammy's sick" breakfast at curbside. oh, how delicious is their bourbon-french toast.
and oh, how angelic do my roommates look, as if the heavens were opening up right behind them.
no more pictures
okay, so I am officially retarded at posting photos on my blog, BUT i now figured out how to moblog from my phone and it posts the right size, so until i can figure out how to post photos that are the right size, i'm just going to use my cell phone. yayyayyay. i'm such a dork. but this is so exciting.
on another note, i actually had something meaninful to write this morning, but now i forgot. it had something to do with the dinner i had last night though. i had dinner with one of our ceo's. he thought i was 32-35. can you believe that? in my mid-thirties. i'll chalk it up to my downright maturity. he did. or at least he tried to, to get himself out of the hole he had dug himself into.
but all in all, there are so many things i want to do with my life. but at the same time, i tried to make a list of 50 things i wanted to do for myself in my life - and i couldn't even come up with 50. but they're big things, i guess. things i know i can accomplish, and things i know i could be good at. they are also things i am willing to share with someone, but perhaps not necessarily things i am willing to sacrifice for someone. no, i take that back. things i am willing to change, form and share - sacrifice in a sense - as long as someone else is willing to do the same. but the problem is, all of us are selfish.
i've yet to meet someone who meets that criteria, someone who can put aside himself for a relationship. the funny thing is just how conditional we are though. you might - you even want to - to be able to put aside things, change things to make it work. but once you realize the person you thought you'd be willing to do all that for simply cannot, you take it back. you end up hurt, angry, and vulnerable. but you have to take it back. you can't give of yourself to someone who doesn't want a present. that's a recipe for disaster. it sucks, yes, but then suddenly, before you know it, the door has swung the other way, and maybe it's time to move on. or maybe it's not, but either way, something has to change.
on another note, i actually had something meaninful to write this morning, but now i forgot. it had something to do with the dinner i had last night though. i had dinner with one of our ceo's. he thought i was 32-35. can you believe that? in my mid-thirties. i'll chalk it up to my downright maturity. he did. or at least he tried to, to get himself out of the hole he had dug himself into.
but all in all, there are so many things i want to do with my life. but at the same time, i tried to make a list of 50 things i wanted to do for myself in my life - and i couldn't even come up with 50. but they're big things, i guess. things i know i can accomplish, and things i know i could be good at. they are also things i am willing to share with someone, but perhaps not necessarily things i am willing to sacrifice for someone. no, i take that back. things i am willing to change, form and share - sacrifice in a sense - as long as someone else is willing to do the same. but the problem is, all of us are selfish.
i've yet to meet someone who meets that criteria, someone who can put aside himself for a relationship. the funny thing is just how conditional we are though. you might - you even want to - to be able to put aside things, change things to make it work. but once you realize the person you thought you'd be willing to do all that for simply cannot, you take it back. you end up hurt, angry, and vulnerable. but you have to take it back. you can't give of yourself to someone who doesn't want a present. that's a recipe for disaster. it sucks, yes, but then suddenly, before you know it, the door has swung the other way, and maybe it's time to move on. or maybe it's not, but either way, something has to change.
Friday, April 21, 2006
accomplished
i'm proud of myself. not only did i drink three litres of water today, i did at least half of what i set out to do for mah blog. that makes me happy. now all i have to do is actually write a review on yelp so that the badge works.
but now is time to go home and jim with roomie.
but now is time to go home and jim with roomie.
photoblogging
this is fascinating. i'm blogging a photo on flickr. so i actually don't know if there's a point for me to have a flickrstream, bc 1) all my photos on flickr are private, and 2) most my fun pics are on kodakgallery. oh the dilemma. but this flickr thing is way cool.
i like this photo of me. i look like i'm twelve.
things to change
now that I've seen what my blog looks like, these are the things I want to change:
1. add a profile
2. flickrstream
3. yelp sidebar
4. change the pink color
5. change the picture
6. blogbuddies
i think that's it for now. i hope i didn't forget anything. this template is not really representative of who i am, but i have no stinking clue as to how to change it so it does. but it's close enough. and the pictures are all reminiscent of london. good enough for now.
1. add a profile
2. flickrstream
3. yelp sidebar
4. change the pink color
5. change the picture
6. blogbuddies
i think that's it for now. i hope i didn't forget anything. this template is not really representative of who i am, but i have no stinking clue as to how to change it so it does. but it's close enough. and the pictures are all reminiscent of london. good enough for now.
rebirth
Almost a year since I've blogged, no? Ipaud inspired me. But I want to learn to do cool things like put my flickr photos and yelp reviews and stuff like that on the side... But, now we have internet at home, so she can teach me! I'm just going to post this now to see if it works, and how it looks. Here we go...
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